Its still so hard to fathom you are gone, especially today. I like to think that you would’ve gone Big for your 30th, and I like to think that maybe you’d have been in Phoenix visiting or staying for a while, and that maybe I would’ve gotten to see you and spend some time with you today. Maybe at a big party, like you’re 17th when we went to the roller rink in 70’s disco outfits. Amy’s parties were always my favorite—just so much hilarity. Amy was the most fun friend I ever had, but more than that, she was the most authentic, inclusive, kind, and beautiful inside and out person I’ve ever known. I would give anything to have a conversation with her again, Now, at this stage of our lives, to talk about how far we’ve come and how much we’ve grown and changed. But I know no matter how much time had passed or how much had changed, it would feel just as it always did—like I was with my kindred. Love You forever and always Amy.